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Grew Inside the Water

by Mimi Gilbert

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1.
All that I see is the sky around me All that I am is the earth right beneath my feet Why have I tried endlessly just to reach? Why have I called on deaf ears Just to waste my breath It’s the reaching that is healing me The searching walking endlessly Of all this shame I will unclothe me everyday How the rain it falls And all of it will wash away Walk from this home I’ve been building so long I keep my head high You can’t look me in the eye I gave everything You won’t let me sing It’s the reaching that is healing me The searching walking endlessly Of all this shame I will unclothe me everyday How the rain it falls and all of it will wash away
2.
I thought I could hear you calling ‘round the corner of my soul Like a distant wind or something speaking languages I know I thought I could feel you pulling like a child upon my sleeve And If you were just a child, maybe then I would not grieve I never asked for much from you, how could I be angry then? What was I supposed to do? Is it all true? Well a child does not abandon, it does not go both ways How could I abandon you? I don’t have mysterious ways I grew inside the water of somebody I heard sing And right then I met my mother, right then I heard her scream I never asked for much from you, how could I be angry then? What was I supposed to do? Is it all true What is it about this city that makes me think I fell? What is it about the anger like a stranger in a well I’ve just gotten off the plane, my heart went heavy with the wake Like a choice I did not make Like a choice I did not make I never asked for much from you How could I be angry then? What was I supposed to Do? Is it all true After all This talk of cities. It’s not the city that I hate It’s that this is where you left me standing naked at the gate
3.
I almost feel free honey that’s for sure And I don’t know what I came here for I ain’t playing games so get off my back If society’s a mansion I want to live in a shack We only had a dollar and someone’s left over food We sat on the street together We had nothing to lose Not chasing the old time wind Chasing that old-time wind We slept in fields together Underneath the tall trees Hearts as light as a feather We had no one to please Not chasing that old time wind, chasing that old time wind Well I almost feel free honey that’s for sure And I don’t know what I came here for I ain’t playing games So get off my back If society’s a mansion I want to live in a shack I can just taste the raw joy of having nothing but shoes My guitar on my shoulder The old man taught us the blues I am free because I can see the wind won’t be caught by me We were playing our music right there in Santa Cruz The homeless woman was dancing, so you took off your shoes Swayed together and you were free The wind fell right over me I almost feel free honey that’s for sure And I don’t know what I came here for I ain’t playing games so get off my back If society’s a mansion I want to live in a shack Maybe I’ll take off again. Sell my things like I did back then The first car that takes me in, will be right where I begin But wherever I will go is wherever I will be So I’ll stay right here with her Love is real when she’s with me
4.
I’m losing your hand, I feel it. It turned on my own. You’re losing your mind, I know it. Your eyes are not yours Where has my true love gone? My heart is good See for yourself, if only you could I threw you a line, my dear Right over the bow No this Storm won’t stop, for no one And where is my God now If I have to let go, please know my heart my heart my heart is good See for yourself If only you could I wish I could do something, I wish that I I wish I could do something I wish that I could It doesn’t matter that my heart is good. See for yourself. If only you could. Baby my heart is good.
5.
Is there anything else, is there anything else? No that’s all. Say you have nothing left to tell. Say you have nothing left to tell. Well it’s been a few weeks, It has been a few weeks. Here I am. You’re not thinking of me So I cover my face, yea I cover my face. This is home, But I can’t cry in this place, I cant cry in this place. Is it gonna get worse? Is it gonna get worse? I can’t know But Statistically Speaking Because that’s how my mind works How do I know if this is all worth it? Is it so absolute? Here I am You’re not thinking You are thinking of her
6.
Dark Storm 04:18
Where is my sight I cannot seem to find it The way I walk I do not recognize it It was all easier It was all easier Do I need help Well I cannot afford it. So I just go on punching walls I’m solving it. I’m solving it, I’m solving it. I’m solving it. I’m solving it I’m solving it It’s like I’m running from a dark storm Like I’m running from a dark storm Am I ever gonna get home Am I ever gonna get home When will I see that all I need Is right here Right here Like I’m running from a dark storm Like I’m running from a dark storm Am I ever gonna get home Am I ever gonna get home. O Do I need help, well I cannot afford it.
7.
I know so much about you Why did you cut me out of your life I thought that I had tough skin, I guess it’s just my skin That you get right under, all of the time I never want to let anyone else in, because this always happens time after time I can’t understand why you cut me out of the your life. I thought that I had good friends, turns out some aren’t good friends. Turns out we’re just humans, all of the time Like the earth and her seasons, there is but one winter And this climate is changing now, all of the time I can’t understand why you cut me out of your life I want to dive in the river Forget I’m a person But then I get lonely for things I can’t have We are Taught to Build Walls now And have stronger boundaries but We’re all seeking refuge most of the time I can’t understand why you cut me out of your life.
8.
Ireland Song 05:22
I see home in the wind Blows through grass On the hillside I’m alone Aren’t we all? Holding hands On the hillside You will find me here in the morning light I’m weary from raising this flag I’ve been walking hundreds of miles on end And I’m tired now tired now I am tired How the birds know it well When to sing and when to fly south bound Do I reach out too far? Even trees know when to stop reaching. You will find me here in the morning light I’m weary from raising this flag I’ve been walking thousands of miles on end And I’m tired now, tired now I How the man toils and toils Just to stand tall One day to fall down And when I one day fall May I be a bridge for another
9.
I just skipped my brothers wedding Because his lover once was mine, it’s complicated When I was only a child, I’d tell all my teachers I would ride on the backs of little dinosaurs I trained Hey you can’t tell me that I’m acting out of place This is my planet too, this is my planet too I would take up all the cactus(i) Put them in the pillow case of my little sis What a dark child Well my skin has always been tan Is it because I am always in the sun Oh no I am not in the darkness It is now only dawning and I’m dancing in the sun There was always quite the elephant inside my parents house Right on the table I don’t think it was a white one It was so fantastic, very colourful Hey you can’t tell me that I’m acting out of place This is my planet too, this is my planet too Oh no I am not in the darkness It is now only dawning and I’m dancing in the sun Oh no I am not in the darkness It is now only dawning and I’m dancing in the sun
10.
In the morning when I rise, in the morning when I rise I will find you, in the morning when I rise Well a good friend is hard to find Yea a good friend is hard to find In the morning I will find you When I rise I met you long ago, many lifetimes this I know We were flying You’re my spirit This I know Oh you almost took your life Said you did not feel quite right I don’t either, I don’t either Stand by me In the morning when you rise In the morning, you will rise I will find you, I will find you. You will rise

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Thanks to:
An endless thank you to those many of you who are supporting us through the tour-less days of this pandemic with your generous support in all areas.

May we continue to grow inside of this water to be as free and as together as the river itself.

Lauren Sexton, my dear friend who offered her time to nerd out together in the safe and warm space that is her home studio in Ventura, CA. Edvard Hakansson for his gentle and beautiful ideas. Zed the road warrior for helping me. Mom, Dad and my family for everything. Taylor, Jake, Kevan the free flying bird, aroha. The good faith of Cohort Records for taking me on board.

T.Mo, Jordan, and Taylor for being a ride-or-die touring family on and off the road, a diet of oats and corn-thins. Angie, Merps, Ruby, Dave, Joe and Louisa for generously lending your voices and talents.

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released October 23, 2020

All tracks written by Mimi Gilbert

Mimi Gilbert - Vocals, Guitars, Piano and Bass
Jordan Gray - Drums
Taylor Moses - Vocals and Additional Bass
Edvard Hakansson - Additional Production, Synthesizer, Piano
Louisa Trewartha - Trumpet
Joe Orton - Additional Guitar
Angie McMahon, David Western, Merpire, and Ruby Gill - Backing Vocals

Produced by Mimi Gilbert
Mixed by Edvard Hakansson
Mastered by Simon Lam
Recorded in Ventura, California with Lauren Sexton and in Reservoir, Victoria
Drums Recorded with Joe Orton

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